Thursday, September 16, 2010
Finally its Friday...Tmr would be Saturday and its the day which i cn relax:)
Nth much happened 2day but there were ONE thing which happened that makes me realise that i was
the one who was trying 2 avoid u..:(
"I realised that i was kind of at fault after we became separated..
I was 2 angry n confused after we became separated as i don't noe the real
reason y we separated...
N eversince then,i tried 2 avoid u n trying 2 convince myself dat we separated
bcoz of other reasons...
I was wrong and i want u 2 4give me 4 all the time which i didn't talk 2 u
at all n tried 2 avoid u...
I realised my mistake n i promised u dat i won't do the same mistake
again.."
~Talking 2 u again just now made my life felt like paradise 4 awhile..:)
But the pain of losing someone i previously love the most is still fresh in my hard
n its way more than my feeling of happiness~
I donoe y i'm saying all this in my blog but i guessed that its one way 2 let my feelings out now that Suhailah aren't there 4 me anymore..I still need my bestie Suhailah 2 be there 4 me again..:(
Kayys..I don't want 2 continue writing as i'm feeling quite sad now..
Dat's all 4 2day..
:)
` mendacious earthlings
@ 10:54 PM