Thursday, August 26, 2010
I noe dat wad i'm gonna write now might or might not shock u but i still have 2 say it...
Its very hard 4 me 2 say this as it really break my heart n make me feel like i'm a really busted jerk...
But i hope u will understand y this is my ans..
U can scold me or think dat i'm such a bad guy coz i think i am one after i write this...
I've decided 2 give up on u coz when i read ur blog again,i realised dat u deserve someone better den me...
U still miss ur ex and i don't blame u at all...honestly...:(
U should be wif ur ex or other guys but totally not me...
I really never regret not even one second of my time last year trying 2 win ur heart...
I'll still cherish the moment we spent 2gether last time...
I hope dat u will continue wif ur life n dat we r still fwens..
Hei.when u have found a new bf or like someone new,i hope dat u will tell me...:)
Haha2:)
"We started out as strangers but we get 2 noe each other better n became normal fwens..
Den we became even closer as we kept seeing each other n b4 we knew it,we became besties:)
Den my feelings 4 u started 2 grow wif each passing day n one day,i decided 2 confess 2 u...
U told me dat u also like me but u don't want 2 stead coz u're scared of making a same mistake like last time..
I understand n i respect ur decision...Even though i kind of pester u sometimes 2 stead wif me..haha:)
But when we became sec 3,we stopped seeing each other n our relationship went down e hill...
I caused u to not trust any guy again including myself n i'm really sorry...
Until suddenly we stopped being fwens but u gave me another chance to make our fwenship 2 work again..
I seriously cherished the chance dat u gave me n now we're starting 2 be like last time...
But i think we can only be besties n dat our feelings 4 each other as lovers wouldn't exist already...
Coz u still can't let go of the past n i think my feelings 4 dis new gerl is starting 2 grow...
But honestly,u're still n will always be in my heart n i can't let go or 4get bout the times we spent 2gether juz like how u can't let go of u're past....
June 2009~August 2010:(
` mendacious earthlings
@ 11:40 PM
