Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Im feeling quite bored now...
Juz finished having physics remedial and the lesson 4 2day was soooo boring...
Anyyways,im busy planning some1 bdae wif all her fwens.:)
Its gonna be the last tyme im gonna celebrate my fwen bdae as im gonna permanently leave her lyfe after dat..
Sry fwen:)
Sry coz i didn't give u the happiness that u were supposed 2 hv..
Sry coz i broke all the promises between us..
Sry 4 hurting u over n over again...
Sry 4 not becoming a good fwen 2 u..
N finally,sry coz i hide alot of things from u..the truth..
Im glad dat im leaving u're lyfe bcoz im not a good n loyal fwen 2 u..
U deserve some1 better:)
KK..Dats all 4 2day..
Take care my fwen:)
` mendacious earthlings
@ 11:52 PM
Monday, January 17, 2011
Feel sooo tired 2day:(
I donoe y i feel tired coz 2day i didn't even run or play soccer...
Getting kind of stressed wif all the hmwk oso..donoe if i can survive sec 4:(
Had EL remedial n luckily no history remedial or else i tink i will die sia:)
HEHEHE...
I saw u in canteen juz now n i realise dat i hven't see the kind of smile from u 4 quite some time..
Too bad the smile was meant 4 u're fwens n not 2 me anymore as u're once bestie:(
But its alrite:)Im glad 2 see dat u r still enjoying u're lyfe now n some more u look better wifout me by u're side as u're bestie:)
Im glad 4 u now:)Seriously:)
KK...Dat's all 4 2day:)
Take care guys:)
` mendacious earthlings
@ 12:24 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
I will always remember dis pic
as it will not make me 4get bout
the term we always called each
other as BEST FWENS..
` mendacious earthlings
@ 11:11 PM
Its very sad day 4 me 2dae:(..Can't believe dat those kind of words cn come out from my mouth which i thought would neva come out....
We've been best friends 4 two n a half year alrdy but neva had i expected our fwenship 2 be sour n 4 it 2 end dis year...
Thought of starting the new sch year wif happy thoughts n still being best fwens wif u but God has other plans:(
I still trying my very best 2 get over our loss of fwenship buti juz don't understand y it had 2 be sooo hard:(
Y??Y must it end in dis way?Y can't our fwenship last very long?
I thought dat fwenship last longer den being a couple..
But i was wrong..
I admit dat i was the one who tink 2 much bout our fwenship but seriously,u had neva experienced wad i had experience!
4 u,i noe dat im juz a
NORMAL fwen 2 u now soo when our fwenship ends,u probably didn't feel anytink:(
But do u noe how much im suffering nw wifout u by my side as my best fwen 2 give me moral support when i need the most??:(
But i guess wad's done cannot be undone alrdy..
I juz hope dat u'll continue u're lyfe wifout me by u're side as u're best fwen happily n juz take good care of u'reself whereever u might be:)
Take u're medicine when u r sick n rest a lot..
Don't stress u'reself out juz bcoz u hv O lvl's dis year..
Your health is very important..
Hope u'll find some1 new who's nice n takes good care of u:)
Dat's my only wish 4 u:)
KK..i don wan 2 say anymore..
Dat's all 4 2dae...
` mendacious earthlings
@ 11:06 PM
Hei all:)Finally i can find the time 2 post again..I noe dat its been a long while since i post anytink..
Sry 4 dat guys..
Anyways,the first day of sch was quite fun even though im sec 4 alrdy n its the year 4 N lvl 4 me:)
I tink im going 2 fail my N lvl sia:(lotz of ppl say dat i cn pass but im not so sure bout dat...
But nvm,im gonna study hard from now so dat i cn pass my N lvl wif flying colours:)
Hope dat u guys will give me alot of support especially my no.1 bestie who's gonna take her A lvl dis year:)
K..dat's all 4 nw...
Bye2:)
` mendacious earthlings
@ 10:50 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Hei all:)Finally managed 2 take a pic wif my No.1 BESTIE:)
I'm super duper happy dat i managed 2 take a pic wif u Suhailah:)
Thnks 4 taking sometime off from u're busy schedule so dat u cn spent time wif me:)
I really appreciate it alot..
So b4 i go,i want 2 say thnk u 4 all the times u spent wif me n taking this pic wif me ystrdy:)
I'll cherish this pic 4 many years 2 come:)
Dat's the reason y our fwenship is still so strong after all dis year:)
Kayss...Gtg:)
` mendacious earthlings
@ 9:20 PM
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Haizz...I sometimes sit back and think y my life sucks and nowadays i also juz wish dat i hadn't noe u at all...
I keep wondering if i had done anything wrong till our relationship now is juz
NORMAL..
I stuck by u through thick and thin n now u juz dun really care bout me alrdy:(
Last time a lot of ppl hate u and they advice me not 2 stick wif u but i dun care bout them..
I stuck by u and i even tried 2 change alot of ppl mind bout u but u didn't even realise one bit..
A lot of ppl also hate me last time bcoz i kept sticking wif u but i dun care as i noe dat u r not like wad they describe..
In the end,i ended up losing some of my fwens and i was sad but i still stick wif u..
I always put u before all my fwens but did u realise i?
NO:(
Start of the new school term,not alot hate u alrdy n i was happy 4 u:)
However,when u find some1 new,u're attitude 2wards me totally change:(
Last time,when i ask u 2 go out wif me,u would alwys agree but now u put all u're new found fwens b4 me:(
I'm not asking u 2 go out wif me oways..
I juz want u 2 be there 4 me when i need someone 2 laugh wif n joke wif..
But u dun care bout me alrdy wad...
U're new found fwens meant more 2 u than me alrdy:(
I'm not asking u 2 thank me or wad but i juz want 2 noe one thing..
"Will u ever be there 4 me again?"
Kayy...i want 2 stop here now as i dun want 2 start crying:(
Juz wish dat now i ain't important 2 u alrdy,i hope dat u will be happy owayz and dat u're fwenship wif u're new found fwens will last longer:)
` mendacious earthlings
@ 12:08 AM